of facts&grasshoppers

these, i discovered when i was reading Biology this morning.

i make weird, annoying, can-be-funny noises when i study.

the noises vary from 'lalalalala' to growling noises to humming of some songs that only i recognize.

i space out a lot when i study. my eyes are on the book for like 10 minutes, then i space out for 1 or 2 minutes.

i like to coil and uncoil my hair and smell my hair. wangii.

the chair i sit on for studying is the one with wheels on and i spin around a lot.

i crack my knuckles a lot eventhough they don't feel sore.

on another note;

my brother caught a grasshopper in his school yesterday! can you see itt?

initially there were 3: two big ones and one small one.

but one of the big ones died tsktsk, and tinggal yang tu.

and i don't know where the small one is. probably it's in there but i can't find it cos it's too damn small.

this big one likes to hop around if i try to take it out. ish.

i just couldn't stay away.

KEPALA SAKIT!!!

kit-kat

i feel soo pwettyy in the picture. hihihihi mengade.

i'm taking a break from add-maths.

harini ayahku sungguh kejam. he and ibu are having lunch at my aunt's house since there's an event happening there. exhibiton #1: he didn't let me and my brothers follow, which is understandable since the event is like adults' matters. exhibition #2: my brothers and i had maggi mee for lunch because he was lazy to get us proper lunch at the medan selera. so he bought maggi instead. exhibition #3: there's a bbq tonight and he wants me to come home at 10. ESOK CUTII. trying to persuade him to let me leave at 10.30.

my drive to study is not fully back on. blame raya, and my lust to attend every single open house. to enjoy raya as if SPM is not looming around. takpe, tonight is the last open house i'll be attending i think and harap-harap the drive&motivation is gonna come back. sumpah i need it. mentang-mentang my trial's result was good, i'm "taking things for granted", kata yang berhormat ayahanda. ish ish bughokk perangaii.

tadii during recess, i got sambal on my tudung. at the TOP part of my tudung. i didn't know it was possible.

then during lunch at home, i dropped a bowl of mild-hot soup, wetting my mum's cloth.

hoyeah i'm awesome.

raya eve

Haaaaiii. Kampung feels like kl sometimes. What with the astro, internet connection available, almost everyone bringing their laptops.
The raya feeling hasn't quite sunk in yet. Truth be told, it's kinda quiet. I've always liked celebratibg raya at negeri sembilan better cos I have more cousins there and most of them are my own age too. But hey, I'm content. Lagi best drpd takde kampung, ye dok?
I spent my day watching OTH season 6 instead of helping in the kitchen. Hehe biasalahh. The tudung being sold in Muar sucks. Most of them sell the selendang-style and 'tudung ekin', both of which I don't wear. Bring back the old school yaw.t
Tahun niii, no matching baju raya. In fact, I think all of us are wearing distinct colours. Mine is red, iki's is..shit I don't know, nain's is orange, my mum's is purple while my dad's is blue.
Taksabar nak kumpul duit rayaaaa haha.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE =D
maaf zahir dan batin.
dan bak kata seseorang, aku maafkan korang semua.

"Mungkin Tuhan nak bagi kita bahagia nanti, tapi sebelum tu Dia uji kita dulu."
- Nur Kasih

this gives me hope :)

i kid you not

is this the season for weird dreams?
cos i just had one, no scratch that, TWO weird dreams. and they weren't even during the long night sleep. the first one was during the one-hour sleep after sahur and before Subuh. the second one was the sleep after subuh til about 1030 a.m.

the first one was...wait for it...Lady Gaga coming to Malaysia with my school sponsoring her performance. what the shit. and she wasn't even like, performing at Bukit Jalil or Sunway. nooo, it was at some auditorium. macam Istana Budaya pun ade. with all the seats for the audience. and the audience were all students my school and the seats weren't even full! i remember seeing Azureen in the dream cos she's a huge fan of hers, and and Ijan who, in my dream, is the head prefect! nah tercapai citacita kau ;p and i saw some seniors. and of course, Lady Gaga who was wearing this black one-piece bikini-like with the weird make-up of hers. and she was like sitting at one table for autographs but weirdly, people weren't crowding her. and Azureen was like, sitting beside her mcm BFF. and thenn, she performed and then.. my mum woke me up.

the second one was... my family cleaning up a friend's house.
what.the.EFF.
enough said.

oh and yesterdayy, i heard noises in the kitchen. i thought my little brother was looking for food so i went to check on him and i saw him kneeling down at an opened cabinet which didn't have any food at all so i asked him "ape kau buat?" and he said...wait for it... "tgh cari lalat". what.the.eff. if it's someone else's brother, i would say comelnyaaaa but since it's my own brother, that was just plain weird.

about 40 minutes to buka puasa.
bored. can't take in anymore Biology/Chemistry/Add-Math yada yada yada. i think today's my lazy day. i felt so sleepy after sahur so off went my plan to study. woke up at 9, STILL feeling sleepy&lethargic. watched some tv to, kononnya, get in the study mood. DAPAT TERUS. tried reading some Chemistry but decided that my brain was blocked. complained to ibu "malasnyaaaaa study". and she was like "okay jom pergi Carrefour". so i was like, cooooooool. haha. so off we went and i got my baju raya :D which was supposedly the same colour as my mum's and the pattern is a bit like hers too. so i am gonna make sure that when i wear that baju kurung, she's not gonna wear the one that looks like mine. one identical baju kurung in 2006 was enough :P