SPM has taken a toll on me this year.
i was never really the stressing type of student. i was almost always chill and relax when it comes to examinations. even if i didn't get enough preparation done, it was only because i was lazy and i chose not to study much.
but boyyy..this creature called SPM is different.
i'm shit nervous, i have to admit. the motivation, mood and drive to study isn't there 24/7. i would force myself but sometimes i find myself staring into space when the book's open infront of me. sometimes i would just go watch the tv or play some stupid addictive game for hours.
i guess the things i'm scared most are.. going blank in the middle of a paper and failing to fulfill the people's expectations.
but everything's under control. i haven't cried about the stress and i plan not to. i am just going to make full use of the time left. and pray hard. really hard.

important but side mission: spend valuable time with my friends, especially my classmates whom i'm sure i won't be seeing for a while.
school ends in a month :(